When I decided to bring this topic back to my blog, I finally realise that,"Stella, it is time for you to go."
I know, Life is unpredictable . Not only life, almost everything. You can met a unknown person on the street and then be friends. But, Can this friendship last? Frankly speaking, nobody know. Initially, I thought "waiting" is a good word for me. But, this is foolish. A stupid fool that put him for a 110%, believing and trust what every he said, waiting, hoping that one day everything is back to normal. Now a confirm , impossible.

我知道每个故事的开始，一定会有终结。紧紧抓住并不一定会有好的终结。如果时光可以倒流，生命可以重来，你最渴望回到生命的哪个阶段？
我，都不要。即使能重新再来一次，这世界未必会更好，太阳照样从东边升起，往西边落下。

人不为己，天诛地灭。

This will be the last time I cry for the person I love. No! I should say, I like.
活在梦里的我，伤痕累累，完全不值得。
谢谢你让醒悟。也明白开始未必是好，反而结束了是一种解脱。快乐是一天，伤心也是一天。倒不如，和心爱的人快快乐乐度过每一天。无论，发生什么事一定要互相包容，互相谅解。路，才会长久。

终“杰”
现在的我不会恨也不敢爱。我不会脱离带水，这就是终“杰”。

如果你是我的朋友的话，请你转告他：“你们是永远做不成朋友了，dont sms or find her anymore 一”

Okay, It is time for me to abandon this blog and url. If you want my new url, ask directly from me.

bye pirate.

None of a soul within miles

I feel like killing myself for doing silly stuff! What a foolishly thinking!Seriously, "WHY DEMAND SO MUCH?!", I crann to myself daily.
This almost drives me nutss! School is not fine already, getting cumbersome after months of traveling with tedious lecturing and paperwork! Hectic day hardly gets me to just me sit down infont of my sweeeeeet computer to update blogger and play online games. Thanks to my brother, Brandon, for tending my farm,restaurant exchanging ingredients on facebook while I was away for something, troublesome. ZZZ. Good and bad news! Good news is that holidays is running towards me, WOOHOO. I Shall slack, for once( Like as if, I not slacking now,haha =X.) Bad news is the EXAMINATION. Nothing seems to enter, whatever entered can be recite out easily but after that my brain will be like 'empty!'. Vomiting out is easy getting in is hard. AH! I will must strive! "Go in don't come out :)" To encourage myself for studying so hard, after holiday I shall rent Movies and VCDs to watch! Mio can never satisfied me with nice dramas and movies even my family bought the channelssss. This is sad. I am looking forward to my nice nice holiday but not examinations.
Confidence, where are you?
A pair of gold village gold class movie tickets, here I come!

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I'm sleepy! zZZzzz.. Starting from next two week, I will be struggling what a student need to struggle for(?). But still I willll try to update loh. Recently I say , do, know and understand weird stuff =/.

珍惜眼前人。
即使，记忆消失了，但感情却是永远不会消失的。

致死不渝的爱情？

相关心，互相照顾！
爱情？
轰轰烈烈也好，风风雨雨也罢，那只是一种考验而已！
最终只有两个人都不变心为了彼此坚持到最后，到死那一刻仍然深爱着对方，因为不舍对方而企求还有来生，来生还要在一起的爱情就是致死不渝的爱情。


现实里怕是找不到这样的爱情吧!

不能同生，只愿同死。 千秋万世，至死不渝。



有很多人没有办法分别“喜欢”与“爱”。我知道，人嘛，还年轻，玩玩而已没有什么了不起。说是这样，可是但你爱上了一个你不该爱的人，“他/她”是否真心待你，你知道吗？爱情是盲目的，明明知道自己会受伤还是敢敢去爱。自私的“爱”并不是爱。

『爱你，伤痕累累，值得吗?』

有人说：“值得！”旁人说：“你很笨～”
看起来，已经放下过去，拥有美好的未来但心中还有一位念念不忘的人。这是舍不得，还是真爱呢？每个人一定会遇到一次的“真爱”，很多次的“喜欢”那么我的真爱呢？

错过了还是还 - - 没来？

未来？没人知。
为什么人类要这样，糟蹋自己，不择手段，得到自己想得到的东西？你的开心，快乐，满足换来别人的伤心，难过，痛苦这样的满足感，你不会内疚？你认为是你应得的，自欺欺人。敢爱敢恨，是爱还是喜欢？你知我知。
爱他，不该恨他。

天知 地知 你知 我不知 。
千秋万世，至死不渝 (:

Lame right? I use 3 days to watch finish 43 episodes, My Date with a Vampire II. And then 1 day to watch New beginning episode 1 ~ 18.
Epic story line, My Date with a Vampire II. I like this drama very much =)
Now watching episode 3! JY!

Say no to PANDA eyes.
I really very tired, wake up at 5am everyday, sleep at 1am in the morning.
Studying is just an excuse for me, I watch drama almost everyday. My friend asked me, "wah?Still got time meh?" I replied,"maybe..?"
Sometime, I do regret decision I do and what I said. Sometime I may say harsh things.Don't take it too seriously! I don't even know what I am saying! -.- zzz
No money to find tutor. I bankrupt le!靠自己吧！ 加油！
I believe that practice more and read more and buy more books helps! But I'm getting lazier and lazier . OPS! Still, I hope that I can help myself 啦！
毕竟我已尽浪费了很多时间了！好了，就Update到这里！

Mexico cheese pasta

My footwear, SANDAL. You know what the lady told me, she says, "sandal cannot wear hor, but sandal with a stripe behind can." ZZzzzzz? Isn't that sandal, still SANDAL?
Shoe, at least I am speechless. Seriously, if I'm not late for my lesson, I surely argue with that lady. The sandal she's talking about is not sandal, lame. Furthermore, I not wearing flip fop, she said I wearing it and ask me write my personal details. I think she needs a pair of glasses. 3 people standing there, 2 ask me go, she come and find me trouble. zzz! Sexy Miniskirt and dress/shorts/wearing flip fop never catch? WHY ME?? Asked me to write properly cant she read my hand-writing? Trying to agitate me, I know why! she jealous my handwriting, thats why! Haha, messy handwriting can read, neat 1 cannot? waste my time.
I am the last person leaving the room, so sad. =/
After school, I traveled all the way to 412 coffee shop to buy pepper chicken chop, Mexico cheese pasta + fries. yay!! So happy ^^ .
Very sleepy ... ...